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The one that no one will read.

Well I did forget I had a blog. So much has happened Mom is gone. Woah. That was tough to write. It was about a month ago. Student teaching. Graduation. Engagement. First year teaching. (9th grade English). Marriage. Second year teaching. (4th grade). Hating my job. Mom's failing health. Depression. Quitting mid year. Mom's passing. Part time jobs at school. Sitting here writing. How am I? Currently? Right now? Fine. But there will come a time where I won't be fine. It comes out of no where. Sometimes in front of people. Sometimes in the middle of the night. Sometimes when I'm trying to occupy my time with something else. It just happens, this punch in gut overwhelming feeling that I will never see my mom on this earth again. People are awesome though. They really are. I feel bad, because they want to help but they can't do anything. What are they going to do? Say some dumb clichés that are probably  not even true? My current fave: &quo