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The one with stuff I wanna do.

Basic list of stuff I wanna do.
No I'm not trying to be like Buried Life. Except that I am.
1. Finish school. Yes it might seem like something that's "Eh," I have now concluded to the fact that school  is not working for me. I am not a good student. At all. So there ya go.

2. Put a ring on it. Or have him put a ring on it. I could go on for days about my wedding, and more impotantly being married. But, everytime I talk about it go wayyyyy overboard. So movin on.

3. Learn to be good with babies. Yes I can work with kids. Pretty much any age after 2, I got this. Babies....ahhhhhh.

4. Learn to be Susie Homemaker. I wanna knit, sew, cook, and what have you. I was going to say have a clean house...
But who are we kidding.
I just know be a super creative and awesome wife and mom.

5. Be a teacher. I've been super discouarged lately about my teaching and educating abilities based on the mere fact that I am such a horrible student. My logic is, how on earth can I impart knowledge if I can't get myself movitivated to be a good student. It doesn't matter how many people think I'm going to be a good teacher and give me compliments, my insecurites get the best of me.
Don't let the haters stop you from doin your thaaang.


6. Try to avoid being on What Not To Wear. Need I say more?
You certainly do not.


7. "Be a servant of all." And by that I mean living as Jesus did. Loving God and loving other. Obviously it's more than just saying that I'm going to live that like, but legitimately living like that. When people remember me, THIS is the first thing I want them to remember me by. So even thought I wrote it last, it's the most important.


Pretty much it for. I'll let you know it I have more.

Thanks for reading.

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